Past Life Regression

Past Life regression 1:                                                                                                Jan 15 2012

asking: why the miscarriages?

I see my feet, I am wearing a type of shoe/sandal but it is closed over the toe. I am wearing something like a robe. I am a man in my 50's. I see my surroundings and I see dry and hot, but around me is greenery, palm trees perhaps? Seems like very biblical times… I am a farmer

A woman is beside me as I look around, she is young, has golden long curly hair, is wearing some kind of headpiece/veil, pregnant. 

I speed ahead to the end of this life, in the moments before I die. He is sitting up on a mountain the rocks are very dark. He is alone. he is very sad, possibly crying. head in hands. I realize then that he he takes his own life by jumping off the rocks. 

I understand that I need to forgive myself. 

My angel's message at that time was: Angel did not say anything but instead handed me a diamond. ??

Carried into another time. I see a young woman dressed in a long backless gown, short hair. It is clearly 1930's. I see her pose and then a flash. She is modelling in front of a camera. She is actor/model/singer not sure which but is a known name, not sure how known. 20 years old, white, in New York sometime between 1930-33. The only people around me are a crowd of unknowns… crew members etc. I saw myself walk through the crowd and into and area where there are less people.. into a room. and I see her reflection in a mirror sitting at a table. looks to be a dressing table. She looks (I look) and feel depressed and she looks at herself. 

I speed ahead to the end of this life, in the moments before I die. I see her sitting in a bathtub with a type of needle or hook in her hand. She is alone. I understand what is happening, and understand that she dies by self abortion. 

I understand that I need to forgive myself.

My angel message at that time was: I don't remember the message.

"One 1932 study estimated that illegal abortions or complications from them were the cause of death for 15,000 women each year. Current, more conservative, estimates of the death toll still stand at between 5,000 and 10,000 deaths per year.

Some of these deaths were the result of the abortions themselves, but many more were from infection and hemorrhaging afterward. Because of the fear of being punished and socially ostracized, many women--and their doctors--kept their real condition a secret."  link

Past Life Regression 2:                                                                                            Jan 16 2012

Asking: When and from where do I know Marc's soul?

At first I see a stairwell, it is made out of mud and sticks. it curves up and around a corner. there are books on the steps and a window in the wall. 

Then I see my feet, again I am wearing sandals. dark clothing like a woollen shift belted at the waist.  my skin is darker (brown) I am a woman. The landscape is green. I feel like I am european but could be from anywhere Mediterranean.  year 862.

Then I see I am laying down in a bed inside my house it is relatively dark inside. Someone is sitting beside my bed, holding my hand. am I sick or something? I look at this Man and immediately recognize this soul as Marc. 

I speed ahead to the last moments of this life. I am standing inside this same house, there is a large fireplace it is build from mud as are the rest of the walls. There are branches along the top as a mantle. there are beds on either side of the fireplace. I realize that the stairwell from the beginning must be a part of this house. There is a panic and the man is standing in the middle of the room preparing for attack, we can hear men outside. We are being attacked. I was crouched behind him near the bed and fireplace. I am holding a baby. I see that there are small bottles and vials and such in the house. I understand that there is a battle going on. I am unsure if it was an attack specifically on us or if it could have been on a larger scale, perhaps with a whole village, religious group etc. I also understand at this moment that we were murdered by these people. The man protecting us died fighting, and so did I. And so did the baby in my arms.

I understand that I have to forgive these men for murdering us. And I have to forgive myself for failing to protect my baby. 

my Angel message at that time was: [Favana], this is/was the beginning. 

"One of the most important periods in mankind's history occurred in the ninth century in Europe during the reign of the Carolingian emperors. For, there occurred a battle in which the future direction of western civilisation was decided between taking either the spiritual or the purely materialistic path" link

I am carried to another time. I see my feet and they are bare. I am walking in sand. I have on a long dark garment. I am a woman. 33 years old. I have a veil over my head or face. The year is 1800's. I see myself walking through a public area looks like docks, I see ships. There are things like barrels all around. I am carrying something and looking out towards the ships. A man startles me by either grabbing the thing out of my hand or slapping it out of my hands rather aggressively. He is shouting. I startle but carry on walking, paying attention this time. 

The I see a man sitting down, he is a fat man. I recognize this man as Greg's soul. I realize that I am owned. And I believe it is this man who owns me. I see myself polishing some silver vases. I escape this man (I think by killing him) and live the rest of my life free. 

I speed ahead to the end of my life. I see myself as an old woman dying in her bed surrounded by her children. 

My angel message at this time was: I don't remember the message.


used: Doreen Virtue's past life regression with the angels audio CD